32 WEEKS! Okay, that feels insane typing out that number. Life feels like such a blur these days, I kind of just want to freeze this moment so I can catch my breath!
I had an ultrasound on Tuesday and it was estimated that he’s currently about five (!) pounds! Everyone seemed a little surprised by how big he is at this stage, but no one more than me. Thankfully my doctor reassured me that all will be well and if he’s starting to get too big, we can induce at 39 weeks. I have to say, the idea of knowing I might have an induction date is a relief to me. I was induced with Briar and it went swimmingly (despite my former fears about the process). So who knows what will happen? I’m trying to relax and trust that it will all work out. Easier said than done, of course ;)
This baby is definitely much more up in my ribs and my hip bones than Briar ever was, so the sensations are totally new to me. I woke up yesterday with my stomach completely shifted to the left side…so crazy! I’ve also noticed a shift in my energy for the better after my last blood test signaled my iron levels were low. Thanks to the combination of prenatal vitamins and iron supplements, I’m feeling much more energetic these days than I was before.
In terms of dressing this ever-growing bod, well, it’s all about the maxi dresses. I now have four dresses from Pinkblush (including this one that I’m wearing in the photos!) and believe me when I say they have been my best pregnancy investment. Not only are they super comfy and easy to wear but they don’t scream maternity so I know I’ll continue to get plenty of use out of them long after our bub arrives. Being massively pregnant at the height of the summer is not exactly a walk in the park (in fact, there are no walks in the park happening because IT’S. TOO. HOT.), so keeping my wardrobe simple is a huge help.
I keep wondering what, if anything, I’ll want to do differently this time around and all I can think is that I want to ENJOY more.
The hardest phase with Briar was definitely the first few weeks. In hindsight, I wish I would have relaxed and enjoyed those early days where she just wanted to sleep, eat, repeat. I remember having to set my alarm in the middle of the night so I could make sure she was being fed every 2-3 hours (per the pediatrician’s orders) and it felt so counterintuitive. She was nearly impossible to awaken and I was a zombie myself, so I’m honestly not sure if much was getting accomplished. However, once Briar began steadily gaining more weight and the doctor was pleased with her progress, things got a little easier. Breastfeeding became second nature, getting things done while holding or wearing her started to feel normal, and I began to grow my confidence as a capable and loving mom. I’ve also seen the light at the end of the tunnel when it comes to sleep deprivation. It took over a year to get Briar to sleep through the night but now she can easily put away ten glorious hours and I barely remember what life was once like! I know it will be challenging. I know I’ll feel the same frustrations I felt the first time around. I know there will be growing pains and lessons to learn and adjustments to make. But I’m not stressed about it.
I’m well aware that these last few weeks are going to fly by, so I’m doing my best to enjoy every moment + milestone!
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